Silliness = Happiness

Today I realized how much I wasn't hurting.  It's Valentines Day and I am spending it with the cutest boy on the planet!  My little boy.  I couldn't imagine spending it with anyone else.

One year ago today I knew my life was falling apart, today I know my life is falling together.

In one years time my son and I have become so close, closer than I ever imagined.  I feel more love for him than I ever thought possible.

But the most successful small effort I have accomplished in the past year is that I am once again Silly!

Just the other night as I was chasing my little boy around, crawling underneath tables, hiding under blankets and jumping over the couch playing a game of Hide and Seek, and suddenly I realized I didn't worry what anyone thought.  All that mattered is that we were having a great time giggling and laughing.  All those tough moments, the sad times don't even come close to all the happy, fun, silly games we have played, all the bed time books we have read, all the great moments with just me and my little guy.  He gave me my silliness back!  I forgot how much I love to be silly!

Moral of the Story: Sometimes it is more important to find your silliness, happiness just follows suit.