Hope trumps doubt everytime

Hope trumps doubt everytime

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Friday, November 15, 2013

Stand with Grace and Dignity

One of the hardest things I am finding in dealing with an ex is not to participate in the ranting and raving, basically through Text Messaging now.  I have to remind myself to stand strong, but stand with dignity and grace.  My younger brother sent me a talk where Elder Holland reminded us: Speak the words of an Angel and act as if you were a Angel and nothing else.  

I like to remind myself, an Angel is protected, An Angel has Grace.  Whatever will happen will happen.  But how I handle this situation may help or hinder the process.  So today I am chosing no not join in, instead to keep singing a song in my head that my Grandmother loved.  

I missed the opportunity to sing this at her funeral because I was to worried about trying to fix an un-fixable relationship.  It has been hard to forgive myself for that, however, I know she knows that I was trying to the best for me and what was once my family.  I just didn't know that my family had already been ripped apart by someone else.  Had I known, I would have much rather stood in the church and sing this song as her praise.  

She and my other Grandma are the angels that I learn from and lean on now.  


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